still fighting for something blur
probably very much in addiction
probably it is pure as water
probably nothing but an illusion
to be once again defeated
on the journey promising one dream
but too heavy to carry on
this long, torturous way seems no end
hardship comes, to get into perfection
to act as if it was nothing really happened
to hide the burning passion inside
why can't just understand?
accept it is goes to end
why willing hurts only for small hope?
which is often can't be seen
what is it all about?
a painful ego blossom
giving birth to tender surrender
when to stop
and to give it all away